we spend the morning going over the products we are selling, the sales scripts and the sales tactics explained to us on the previous day.

i’ve come to the realization that what we are being trained and prepared to do is wrong and against pretty much everything that i and even most world religions (that i don’t even subscribe to) consider wrong. this is the first time in my life that i’ve had a job that i believed actually hurts people and serves no purpose to better or at least not harm humanity as a whole. it depresses me. i start making doodles on my legal pad that reflect the situation.

the guy sitting next to me thinks this is hilarious. i see it as an actual representation of where i’ll probably end up spending eternity.